我愛你們!

太多太多的感謝, 數不盡的感恩..

謝謝大家這段日子的陪伴以及鼓勵..

我愛你們..

一切盡在不言中!

你們懂我的! ^_^

最後, 讓我來文藝一下, 吟下詩..

I got a PEN,

the PEN is BLUE.

I got a FRIEND,

the FRIEND is YOU!

有沒有很80年代?

有沒有回到小學時代?

kekekekekeke!

無論如何..

會永遠愛你們滴~ ^_^

親愛的, 要珍重...

從考完試后開始, 我的日子都很忙碌..

每天每天都必須幫忙我媽媽照顧我那兩個時常讓我哭笑不得的侄女..

所以, 上網的時間甚至看電話的時間都只能在晚上.. 

(給我侄女看到我的電話, 還得了?! /.\)

和外界和漸漸地疏遠...

就連我知道我親愛的姐妹, Ashley身上發生了令人痛悲的事情

我也無法好好地安慰她, 鼓勵她.. 

我知道, 她很堅強, 一向來都是..

但是, 我也知道, 她再如何地堅強,

她也只是個平凡的20出頭的少女...

為何老天會讓她承受如此大的考驗?

他們說, 人生短短幾十年,

活, 要活得轟轟烈烈..

但是, 上天給機會人們活得轟轟烈烈了么?

看了ash的blog之後,

我的心很是糾結..

除了鼓勵以及祝福, 我還真的不知道該做些啥來安慰她..

所以, 我會幫忙祈禱..

祈禱一切一切的事物都能夠慢下來..

然後, 大家都能夠開開心心的, 快快樂樂的,

過完2012, 2013, 2014...................

希望一切都能夠好轉..

加油, 親愛的!

i'll always be there for you!

需要時間

我知道你們都很無奈,

我知道你們都無法理解,

但是,我希望得到你們的諒解...

我需要時間, 需要時間來忘卻之前的難過...

我們曾經是如此要好的朋友, 

而且還是我第一次來學校, 彷徨無助的時候所認識的朋友...

老實說, 我很信任他, 很重視他, 真的真心把他當成很好很好的朋友,

但是, 到後來換來的卻是如此沉重的指責和責備..

我所做的一切一切在他的眼裡原來都是如此的不堪, 如此的一文不值..

我知道當時我的語氣真的有點重,

但是, 有必要這樣么?! 我殺人了么我?!

還是我放火了?!

這件事情對我來說, 真的是我人生中很大的傷害,

真的不是一時之間就能說忘記就忘記的...

面對他的時候, 我的心裡其實還是刺痛著的...

說我小氣, 說我小心眼吧...

我的不好受沒人真正瞭解...

朋友們, 給我時間吧,

或許明天, 或許後天, 或許明年...

亦或許是一輩子.. 

我會努力的學習看開的..

還是那句, 給我點時間, 

請原諒我的任性.

仙後們,我們不是應該堅持的么? Don’t we have to be strong , Cassiopeia ?

RT chertalay

On Tuesday 4th January 2011, @neenini said:

Don’t we have to be strong , Cassiopeia ?

If it’s JYJ…
If’s HoMin…

Who cares ?


What does SM want now ?
They want Cassiopeia to fight with each other so TVXQ will not have anything left.
HoMin had a very, very few works for a year. They weren’t appeared on television or radio at all and SM has just brought them out.


Because of what ?

It is because SM know exactly that although HoMin don’t litigate in case but their hearts belong to the other 3 members.

Please remember this Cassiopeia. 
HoMin are still under SM so they don’t have a right to do anything.

We don’t know what is the real story.
We don’t know how it is behind the scene.
We don’t know what Jaejoong ,Yoochun,Changmin,Yunho and Junsu had to go through.
We don’t know what will happen in the future.
We never know.


But there are many things we exactly know.

We know Kim Jaejoong loves the other 4 members and he loves Cassiopeia.
We know Jung Yunho loves the other 4 members and he loves Cassiopeia.
We know Chim Changmin loves the other 4 members and he loves Cassiopeia.
We know Kim Junsu loves the other 4 members and he loves Cassiopeia.
We know Park Yoochun loves the other 4 members and he loves Cassiopeia.
We know Dong Bang Shin Ki loves Cassiopeia.


We know there was a time Yunho leaned on Jaejoong’s shoulder to cry..just because he didn’t want other members to see his weakness.

We know there was a time Yoochun wrote a message and hid it behind the little prince’s computer named Chim Changmin. 

We know there was a time Jung Yunho carried Junsu’s unconscious body on his back to the hospital.

We know there was a time Jaejoong looked at Yoochun all the time when he found out a few minutes before the show that Yoochun was sick .

We know there was a time Yunho looked after Junsu all night when Junsu was sick.

We know there was a time Jaejoong dancing with tears on his face when Yunho was poisoned.

We know there was a time Jaejoong’s face was badly pale when he saw our leader collapsed as he drunk a glass of orange juice.

We know there was a time Junsu picked up the wallet for Yunho and Jaejoong had to pick up the wallet for Junsu because Junsu forgot his own.

We know there was a time Junsu cried behind Yunho’s back.

We know there was a time Yunho protected Junsu by his strong back.

We know there was a time when finished concert our leader cried with delight with Jaejoong.

We know there was a time Yoochun cried because of the rumour that Jaejoong would be dismissed from TVXQ.

We know there was a time Yunho said ‘Without our fans,we'd be nothing.'

We know there was a time Yunho said ‘TVXQ is just like a family,a home.No matter how far we're separated,we'll come back together one day.'

We know there was a time Changmin said ‘Whatever the five of us go through, together we can get through it without any fear.

We know there was a time Yunho said ‘Even until the time for us to go our own separate ways,the name TVXQ will not disappear. Each member is still TVXQ.

We know there was a time Junsu said ‘ If Jaejoong is sick, it is as if TVXQ’s leg is sick, and if Changmin is sick, that means TVXQ’s arm is sick. 

We know there was a time Yoochun said ‘If our friendship could last forever, I don’t need anything else. ‘

We know there was a time Junsu said ‘Cassiopeia… who wait for us wherever we go and always give us an unwavering love… You are the reason why TVXQ exists.'

We know there was a time Yunho said ‘No matter how far we’re separated, we’ll come back together one day. ‘

We know there was a time Yoochun and Changmin said ‘Without Yunho, there would be no TVXQ.'

We know there was a time Junsu said ‘If one of the members leaves the team, I will not stay in TVXQ anymore. ‘

We know there was a time Yoochun said ‘Our support for them (HoMin) will never change.'

We know there was a time Jaejoong said ‘Yunho and Changmin frequently appeared in our dreams ‘ 

We know there was a time JYJ members said ‘it will take time but definitely they will be ONE again.

We know there was a time Yunho sacrificed his bed for Jaejoong. 

We know there was a time Changmin had only one wish that Jaejoong recovered as normal.

We know there was a time Changmin sang high vocal to help Yoochun when he had an asthma attack.





We know there was a time Jung Yunho protected everything about Dong Bang Shin Ki.

We know there was a time Park Yoochun sacrificed everything flying from the USA to be Dong Bang Shin Ki. 

We know there was a time Kim Jaejoong did everything to be Dong Bang Shin Ki.

We know there was a time Kim Junsu tried his hardest to be Dong Bang Shin Ki.

We know there was a time Chim Changmin endured everything to be Dong Bang Shin Ki.



We know there were many times Dong Bang Shin Ki told us to wait for them.
We know there were many times Yunho said ‘they loved us so much.
We know there were many times Dong Bang Shin Ki said they were so sorry for making Cassiopeia waiting for them. 
We know there were many times Jaejoong always said that ‘Could you wait for us,please ?'
We know there were many times Yoochun cried for Cassiopeia.
We know there were many times Junsu gave angel’s smile to us.
We know there were many times Changmin bowed very low to thank for us.
We know there were many times Changmin said seriously ’They loved us.’.



We know there were many times they promise to us through the song.
We know there were many times they were proud of Cassiopeia.
We know there were many times they protected cassiopeia.
We know there were many times they relied on us.
We know there were many times they trusted in us.
We know there were many times they saw only us.
We know there were many times they needed us.


We know there will be a million times they say to us “ Thank you… sorry… I love you”

We know there will be a million times we say to them “I’ll wait…don’t cry..I love you’”


We know how close to each other Dong Bang Shin Ki is.
We know there are a million things that didn’t typed down.
We know there are much more harder things …but they never say.
We know at this time… at this moment… they cannot do anything.



If there are people who leave, there are also people who stay. We don't need to be 800,000 to be happy... [ cr:tohosomnia]

How much we hurt cannot compare to them.
If we start to fight with each other… then SM’s plan is succeeded.



‘Always keep the faith’ don’t say this if it’s not come from your heart.
Cassiopeia always be one and be here for Tong fVang Xien Qi.
No matter what happens , we have to be here for them.
Promise me …. Please, with your heart.

P.S.[1]
for those who support JYJ but don’t support HoMin or support HoMin but don’t support JYJ do not called yourselves ‘Cassiopeia’ because Cassiopeia love five of our boys as equal.

P.S.[2]
I wrote this article about a few months ago..and just translated it in English .I’ve never thought I have to translate it in English before but after that thing happens .. I have to. 
-Please spread this article as much as you can. 
-Translate it in your own language it you can

P.S.[3]
I translated it hurrily so sorry for my bad English.
And last..
I spent 3 hours writing and typing this so don’t make it wastes my studying time [Changmin will scold me ^^ hahahahaha ! ]




credit ; a cassiopeia 
[I wrote this by assembled from many sources , so sorry for some missing 
credits.]

_____________________________________________________________________

我看了好激動,
於是把它原封不動的放了過來!
說的好啊!
always keep the faith!! >_< 

很累···

如标题···

很累···

累得头脑快负荷不了了···

啊啊啊···

讨厌的运动会~！

讨厌的儿童节~！

讨厌的report card~！

为啥老师的工作那么吃力不讨好？！

薪水竟然还是那么的低···

我现在终于明白为啥老师是天底下最伟大的一份工作了···

汗汗汗···



刚刚还跟wiki吵了一下···

我已经很累了，她根本不了解我的累···

说明天的聚会我不管多累都要出席···

没错，大家都很忙，大家很难得才能抽空出来···

我也知道21岁生日对一个人来说真的很重要···

但是，她并没有想到，他们可以，我一定可以···

好像我很空闲，只要他们能够抽空我一定能够抽空···

我忙到8点多才能吃东西，东西才刚要放入口中的时候，

她就打电话来了···说了一大堆她自以为自己很辛苦很忙我却很空闲的话语···

好像我每天都很空闲，就是等她能够抽空的时候我一定空闲···

汗阿汗阿汗阿···何时她变得如此不了解我了呢？？？



一切···尽在苦言中···

敬：w580i

我可怜的小5···
不自不觉得···就这样离开了我···
唉···我会永远想念你的···
在此为了哀悼小5
我停止写blog直到买到新电话为止···
：说我贱说我懒说我白痴吧：
永别了···我爱的小5···
：泪奔：

赠:朴大米··

 

这是一篇你永远看不到的文章···
虽然知道会是这样，但是我还是执著的写了下来·

对不起，今年没给你写文，因为我实在腾不出时间来···
嗯···其实，也不是因为腾不出时间来··
因为实在没灵感···
嗯···好啦···
是因为我有太多太多的文未完成··
不想再让喜爱读我文的亲股们失望···
也不想让你失望···虽然我知道你根本就没感觉···哈哈···

嗯···又老一岁了···
不晓得你此刻的心情会是如何···
原本以为想静静的替你庆祝就算了
但是还是忍不住了写下此刻的感触···
大米啊···你我都老了···
所以，你何时才会再次出现在我的面前？
距离上次见面已经快接近3年了呢~
真的不打算来马开演唱会么？
我是如此期待你们5只再次的演出
当然，上次你的破音让我笑翻了天，但是，我还是很喜欢你的表演···

呀···其实我怨恨你···
你害我交不到男朋友啊···>.<
不要说我把罪名赖到你头上去，而是每每认识男孩，
你都会出现在我脑海里头···自然而然的···
而我，也自然而然的把你和他们做比较···
你知道的，以你自恋的个性，你是知道的···
他们根本就比不上你嘛···哈哈···这点你是很清楚地·

我担心你的健康状况···
每当你的气喘病发作的时候我的心纠结啊···
又是酸又是疼的···
所以，给我好好的吃饭，好好的休息！
累了就歇歇···硬撑不会得到好成绩反而累坏了身体···
不管怎样，身体要顾好啊···

要永远那样的笑着，
你那天使般的笑容···
知道不？

这是第几次为你写文章了？
嗯···我自己也记不清···
反正你永远会是我文里头的男主角
女主角，我永远的割舍不了给别人
哈哈···所以···你准备当我文一辈子的男主角吧~

最后···也是最重要的一句···

-生日快乐-

爱你哦~永远挺你！
要永远幸福哦~还有身体一定要健康啊！！！

p/s：表给我乱乱交女朋友，听到没有~！XD

珊   笔

TVXQ's Miroctic C version (pics)

thanks to mandy...
this post is for mandy~^^

cover


back


open~


da CD


da PHOTOBOOK


Hero...





Micky...



TVXQ



UFO town msg...


TVXQ's photo story 2008...(extra inside the photobook~kya~~it's just lovely~~>////<)

open...



message from...
TVXQ

Micky...with singature...

xiah...with singature..

u-know...with singature...

Max...with singature...

Hero...with singature...


p/s: swt...miroctic since when change to 'under my sky' ??!!!! this is so damn weird!!!! =.=
       and ya...i definitely love 'under my skin'~!!! XD

p/s again: i dun understand KOREAN~!!! >.< the content all in KOREAN...damn =.=

last p/s: the 4 new songs are damn nice...although i heard it before...but is different feel during listening to CD version~XD

THANK YOU MANDY~
lot's muaks to my dear MANDAY~
all the best on ur exam ya~~^^

加油！Keely~！

此贴是为我们家可爱的kelu aka keely所开~
因为最近她“终于”遇到了她喜欢的男生啦~
哇卡卡卡~虽然我不觉得他很帅……XD
但重点不是这个，重点是，我们家keely喜欢啊~

哇卡卡~~其实，这贴是来给keely打气的~
希望她的表白能顺利啦~~
要加油哦~不要等到他毕业了你才来后悔，
那时候就真的后悔莫及啦~
所以，加油加油加油~~给你打满满的气~！！！
借给你我的勇气，勇敢的走出第一步吧~~~

aza aza hwaiting~！！！！

去你X的张琼莹！

心情：   天气：

很是悲哀的一天……
心情原本很好的，但是刚才被一封private message弄得心情很不爽~！
去你X的，老娘要不是有求于你，我根本就不会再鸟你~！
你X的现在耍大牌是不？！你这白痴~！枉费我之前还这么的信任你，对你好声好气的~！
你怒骂我的时候，我并没有对你人身攻击哦~！
过后我也并没有做到真的绝交什么的，因为我还把你当朋友……
可现在你是什么态度？！你现在是那里不爽？！
我原本很不想这样对你，是你伤害我在先，我也没对你怎样
你说要解散SEA，依你的，SEA解散，
你想怎样都依你了，你还有什么不满？！
SEA解散了就是解散了，你想要挽回？！
发你个春秋大梦去吧~！我可没多少个心脏来让你刺激~！
真是苍天个大地啊~！我问心无愧~！
既然你要这样，老娘也不跟你客气了！
等我取回我的CD和poster，你看我会不会再鸟你~！
如果你真的活不下去了，还是真的想不开
那么请你赶快去死一死~！不用大声向大家宣布你要自寻了断！
搞得好像大家都欠了你一样~！还给我在那里博取同情？！
你这小人……当初是我瞎了眼把你当姐妹~！
既然如此，别怪我的绝情……
从此以后~！我们，连路人甲也称不上~！！！

有天，生日快乐啊~~

今天是我家有天的生日涅~~
呜呼~~~大肆庆祝中~~
好棒哦~~
这个星期六，一班仙后会为他举办个party~
我怎么可以缺席呢？
呵呵。。。
有天啊，我们都在为你祝福，你看到了么？

好无聊哦~我已经有一段时间没来了吧？
呵呵。。。无所谓，反正没人气，哈哈。。。

今天回校了，办点东西。。。
结果什么都没办，因为我太早去了。。。
resit form下个星期才出。。。
对啊，我又要resit了。。。
没错阿，我要延毕了。。。
真是个冷酷的现实。。。
好吧，我承认，我不够努力。。。
对于念书，我永远都是那么懒散，没有一天勤劳。。。
真是该死的延毕。。。

二哥结婚了，在《茗元餐馆》--> 在shah alam pusat akuatik，shah alam Tesco隔壁的calton holiday hotel里面的餐厅 摆酒。。。
他X的，服务超差的。。。服务差没关系，食物比我煮的还难吃。。。
真是要死咯~~真是的，只有一次，下不为例~！
这样的服务和食物竟然还能生存到现在。。。
真是苍天个大地啊~~到底还有没有天理？
哎~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

最近迷上了meetoto这个on9 game。。。
不错玩下，遇到了很多很会唱歌的人才。。。
而且我的姐妹xiahley aka ashley迷上了其中一位呢~~
不过，他真的是不错，虽然不是帅哥，但是有才华，如果我的姐妹能和他在一起，
我会替她开心的~~瓦卡卡~~~羡慕~~哈哈~~~

最后，想说。。。
有天啊，我的王子啊。。。
要永远幸福哦，不要再生病了。。。
看了就心疼。。。
无论如何，我永远都是你的黑玫瑰~~
永远守护着你。。。i'll be there for you forever and ever~~~

happy birthday to 粉紅

今天是粉紅的生日哦
在這裡和她說聲生日快樂嘍~
原本打算去PYRAMID的海螺餐廳親口跟她說的
因為今天林宇中在那裡開了個MINI CONCERT。。。
可是今天偶好累哦。。。呵呵。。。
也可以說懶惰細胞在作祟啦。。。
呵呵。。。